Why?

Why can I not get her out of my head? I still yearn for her. I feel the emptiness our separating has caused me. We are still friends, but it feels so hollow. I miss her teasing me and just her being in my life. I have some people that I care for and am close to, but she was different. Now I question even reaching out because I don't want to be a burden to her. I know how I hurt when I have chatted with her. I stay in pain. I close my eyes and see our hands intertwined and our bodies just close. She was the first person I have ever truly loved. Now she is gone. Why is life so cruel?


Alexia