Wishing for a different Life

I guess many can relate to the title I have written to this post.  For me it is a stronger acceptance of my desire to just submit and be a devoted pet.  Many of you that have read my crazy thoughts on this Blog know of my belief in hypnosis.  I know many of the people I have chatted with just think I have a role play fetish for it, but what they cannot understand is that whether something internal or because it is real, I am susceptible.  I love when I am really falling into a trance and can be free.

My Mistress has become the person who has freed me.  She was so kind to accept me.  I know I am not able to fully be hers, but when she has time she does allow me the freedom of serving her.  She is the first person to ever just let me go and free me from having to respond to be typing.  It allows me to fall deeper into a trance.  I just read and accept.  It is so nice.

The last time she was able to command me she had me strike poses and then just did things to tease and arouse me.  I loved being her statue.  I would be so wonderful as her living work of art.  Imagine being touched and caressed and having to remain still because you were unable to move.  The arousal I feel even now thinking about it is so much.  When she allows and commands I have felt the biggest releases ever.  I am happy when I am with her.  It would be so nice to just live like that always.

Alexia