Hey Sweeties!

I am slowly adjusting to the no carbs and nothing that I love to eat diet.  Craving Italian so much right now.  I think the depression med has evened out a bit.  Not quite as drained, still have hard time resting.  I want to apologize to my Sweet Boy.  We were being silly and playing out a nice first time girl to girl role play and I had to go.  I am so sorry to have done that.  The running to the potty is difficult and our time zones were in the way.  *sigh*  I wish I could curl up at the foot of your bed and be your pet so much.

My Bren, feel better Pretty Star.  You are the strongest gal I know.  You would love the moon here tonight.  It is hanging low and has that orange tinge to it.  Feel better.  *kiss* I Love You.

Jilly, I have been so separated from you.  I hope you are OK.  I say a prayer for you every night.  You are such a creative soul.  I wish you would write a book of stories.  You could do it.  You have the ability.  I see it every time I read something you make.

I am redecorating my hovel.  Just really wanted to check in and let all of you know I am still around, just very busy trying to live the boy's life and take care of my charges in that life.  Plus I just feel so tired at times.  I hope to be more active soon.

Alexia Rose

New Dream

I have been dreaming about my first ever love.  I see here and me as I truly am floating in this place of just cloudy color, like mixing all the colors and that is the background.  Her hair is flowing out from her in a beautiful way.  I see her and just fill happy and love.  She is perfect and I just look at her.  Her body is wonderfully gorgeous and I know that I would do anything to make her happy.  I feel so good just holding her hands and floating.  I feel her pulling me towards her and that is when I see she is wearing a large black harness and strap-on.  She pulls me nearer and soon the dildo is piercing my lips and I am being filled.  I orgasm immediately and without stop.  She slowly makes love to me and then as I am still filled, hugs me to her and strokes my hair. 

Health Struggles

I have been dealing with the diabetes and changing medicines.  The new generic depression med is sapping energy and the lose of a pill to control sugar has been causing adjustments.  Bad new about the stages I am in, genetics are against me.  Just wanted to check in and let you know what was what.

Alexia