Be Gone This Week

I will be gone this week.  It is work, but it is at the Beach.  So I will try and not get burned.

Update

Hi my peeps!  *giggles*  I would not have found that funny earlier today.  I think I became dehydrated last night from a side effect of my meds.  I was not much for anything or anyone today.  I did want to catch up and let you followers know I was OK.  Just been in a busy time and until my insulin situation is cleared up I am just on a roller coaster of feelings.

I have had a wonderful couple of encounters here in my online life.  Each has been wrapped around my hypno fetish.  I am on a bit of a high.  I am dreaming more about being submissive to a strong woman and also a strong man.  I know my perfect life would be to be a Pet from two loving owners and live with them forever.  I know of a couple that would be a fantasy come true if I could be magical.

I have done caps for the Haven Quarterly eZine.  One day I can share them, but for now you can buy them at Rachel's Haven.  I encourage this as it helps keep the site running and it is probably the largest one stop for captions, stories, and role play of a TG nature.  I will leave a link below.

Bye Sweeties
Alexia Rose

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Sorry Sweeties

I have not been feeling well.  I am unable to afford one medicine and have been off it for a bit.  Sometimes I run out of energy.  I have had some weird dreams and am still a horny thing at odd times, but I just haven't had anything really to share.  The captions I have made have been for the Haven Ezine and those have to stay unpublished for reasons dealing with the nature of the agreement to help the Haven raise operating funds.  I have been super busy with work and trying to garden some.  I hope to be a bit more active soon.  I miss talking and playing in chat with some of you.

Oh, I was on the Yahoo email the other day and noticed that some of you had written.  Sweeties I apologize for not replying.  I only use yahoo for chat and never really check the email.  Use alexia(dot)alexander1@gmail(dot)com to send me a message.

Kisses,
Alexia

Yummy

This week I came across these pics.  Each one makes me want to lick and nibble their sexy bodies.  I mean look at this woman, she is so sexy and I just want to make her feel good.  I wish I could kiss both those lips.  She makes my desires to be a girl even stronger as I imagine being between her legs licking that cute little pussy.  She is a goddess I would also wish to resemble.  She has such long and gorgeous hair.  Those breast are just so lovely.  I would become hers so easily.  She could dress me in harnesses and do wicked things to me.  *sigh*  It is just a fantasy that will never be fulfilled I fear.















Now we come to this hunk of a man here.  Those abs are just so delicious.  I want to kiss and lick his hard body so bad.  I can just imagine him dropping that towel and his strong proud manhood springing up and looking so tasty.  Slow and steady kissing of the head of his cock would just flame my desire to suck him until he fills my belly with his yummy cum.  Then he would still be hard of course and fuck my silly brains out.  He is just so much man.  Yummy.




Alexia

Fantasy Tyme

I come home and put the groceries up after running errands.  I am just finished when I am pushed against the fridge and held there.  Quickly a collar is snapped around my neck and I become still.  Without turning around I begin to undress and walk towards a closet i never seem to remember.  I know it is there, but only as the collar is on do I understand who I am.  I am naked by the time I open the door.  I take out the gloves and put them on and then the leash, snapping it to my collar.  I turn and see you, my Master standing there, naked and proud before me.

Kneeling I raise the leash up as an offering to Master, my head lowered in submission.  He takes it and says, "good girl" making my pussy slick with my juices.  He guides me to the bedroom and motions for me to climb on his bed.  I obey and turn to present my ass to him.  I belong to Master.  He is the only thing important to me.  I feel his hand caress my cheek before dipping under and sticking his thumb in my pussy.  My hips role with his massaging of his treasure.

My breathing becomes hard as my arousal increases.  Before I realize it he has brought me around and is kissing me as we embrace.  I let my hands roam down his back and rest on top of his sculptured ass.  His kisses make me feel so wonderful.  I feel the heat between us as his manhood slides along my outer lips.  Soon the head of his cock slips inside and i am pushed up with feelings of pure bliss.

Master rocks us in time to our breathing.  Each gasp I take is connected to the thrust of his penis driving deep inside me.  I feel myself fall a bit each time.  I rise and crest with small orgasms as he make love to me.  Kisses on my lips, my breast, my neck, drive me wild with passion.  So I am meeting his thrust with my own pushes.  I need more of Master in me.  I squeeze my walls so my cunt works its muscles along his shaft.  I hear him moan and then he says "good girl" as he pulses hot cum inside me.  I shiver with the most powerful orgasm I have ever had.

I wake up naked in my bed wondering how I got there.  This happens a great deal.  I wonder if I had another sex dream?  Master sits unseen by me in a chair by the bed and says "good girl."  I immediately see him and respond shivering,"Hello Master, how my I serve you?"

What would you do?

 

What if you walked into the shower and saw me like this?  Would you strip down and either slide your cock or your fingers in me?  I don't care what sex you are, I just want to know what you would do?  I crave to be touched and caressed, would you?  Would you have hot sweaty animal type sex with me?  Tell me.....what would you do?

Twin Soul

Just wanted to let everyone know I am OK.  I know a few people get worried when I am absent too long. I have a temp job that will be taking up much time and also require rest and sleep.  My Star would say I am corrupting small minds.  Truly, my mind corrupted by her is all I really wish.  I have been reading a great set of novels.  Inside there is a character who is called a twin soul.  She is a woman that was born male and she presents herself as one until they mus flee during a time of war.  It started me thinking and pondering feelings inside me.

 

I feel like her in so many ways.  I want to be like her and just become the woman I should be, but I am confined and trapped by the danger it would bring to me.  It has made me see things and think on thinks.  One being my coming to realize I do not think that I could have sex with a female like the body I wear should.  When I look at a beautiful woman, I still think of being with her.  The difference is now I accept I want to take my tongue and fingers and use them to make her feel pleasure.  Then I grow sad knowing I can never feel the same pleasure and that she would never accept a person like me, and probably no woman could.  I am not going to whine.

 

That is the other thing I have thought about, my sexual nature online and how my mood swings and stuff probably made many who I considered friends and even more to just leave me alone.  I do release my depression on here and online a bunch.  I guess it is because I have no one in real life to speak to and that I see safety in the people who were around me.  The problem comes though from my mixed relationships.  Many I have had cyber chat sex with.  I t is all the sex and intimate interactions I have had or have.  I guess it was not what should have been.  My moods changing sometimes or my need to just have some form of intimacy turns or turned some who I cared for away I guess.  It hurts and sometimes my damaged and depressed brain uses it to make me feel things that are not real, at least I hope they are not real.

 

On a good note, I have Farrah hair.  My hair is getting longer, it feels nice and even though thin on top, it has that Farrah Fawcett feathering naturally forming.  I like that idea.  *sigh*  I only I could wear that red swimsuit from the famous poster.  Still I am working on growing it long and will need to make a decision about trimming for manageability.  I have only shared with a few an idea I have for it.  If I can, when I get it long enough I want to donate it to Locks of Love and let that be a way to honor one brave woman that means so much to many of us who find safety at Rachel's Haven.

 

So stay hanging about Sweeties.  I miss some of you so much.  Wish we were lying on a beach naked and watching the sexy guys and gals walk by, also naked.  Yes, Jilly, me and you letting our sun kissed bodies be ogled by those around us.  *kiss*

 

Alexia