Weird thought

If a male werewolf mated with a human woman or a she-werewolf mated with a human male, would they have a litter or just one babe, pup, or what?

Alexia

Some days I feel Trapped inside my body

I have been so busy and not free to groom my body hair lately.  I just looked the other morning with disgust at my arms and knew the Parental Unit was away so I took an electric razor and began cutting.  Arms and then chest, until legs and all I could reach was trimmed.  I had bought a new type of Veet hair remover that was suppose to work in the shower.  I took the sponge and began caressing it over my body that I could reach.  I then stood in the shower and waited while it went to work.  For once there was no burning feeling.  It was working and I felt it, just not the pain from skin pores opening up.  It worked very well.  I am going to use it again Friday I hope and try and spray some Veet on my back.  I always seem to feel more like I should after getting that yucky gross hair off my body.  I even took hair from my deformed pussy.  It didn't burn down there either.  Nice stuff.

What really tripped my head around was the new Lavender Shampoo.  Something about the scent makes me so euphoric.  I want to just rub my pussy and cum so hard.  It makes my head spin.  I have been feeling so bad though since.  I feel like I am trapped inside this bodysuit that is a boy.  I want to find a way to shed the suit and be the woman I feel like.  The picture I chose would be the first thing I would probably do.  I do like that I have removed the hair down there.  It at least make me feel more like I should.  I am just whiny I guess.  Lonely.  I wish I had someone to cuddle up with at night.

Alexia

I am OK

I apologize for the time between posts.  Real life and vacation caused me to be away.  On vacation.  I got to see many scrumptious gals at a Convention.  I wish I could have dressed up like them and had the boys drooling.  I would so love to flirt with the guys and gals.  Maybe even take one or multiples to my hotel room and spend time doing naughty things to them.  I am horny and wet just thinking about it.  *sighs*  It is difficult when you are looking and in your heart it is not as much desire but jealousy that is the emotion you feel.

Alexia

Desires for cock and pussy

I visit a site that has many erotic images on it.  Today these two were on there one after the other.  They invoke such desire and arousal in me.  I want to be on my knees between the legs of both gorgeous bodies.  I have realized recently I want to be a woman, but I want to love both genders.  My perfect dream would to be taken in and loved by a Husband and wife.  I would be their plaything and toy, but they would love me and I would feel that love forever.  I once dreamed of being this, and as they had children I would be the nanny for them.  I would have a place in the family and be loved.

So I am weird by society's standards.  I want submissive love.  Can there be romantic submission?  Sometimes I see the stories of humiliation and bondage and I know that is not me.  I am submissive and want to obey, but this aspect it not for me.  Walking into a room and finding Mistress or Master laying like these pictures would cause me to begin licking and sucking until they release there nectar into my mouth and then sigh with relief.  They would stroke my head and tell me "Good Girl" as I shiver.  I wish I could pass as a woman.  I watch YouTube and personal sites of T-Girls and am so envious of the women that are passable.  I want that so much.  I cannot see it in the mirror for me.  I also know it is the end of the things good in my life.  I admire Women who were able to become who there are.  

We are the lost people.  Transgender people are last on the LGBT list.  I think many would drop us from that list if possible.  Even within the ranks of our own we are divided.  I read the different attacks from different segments of Transgendered women.  All the while young people feel lost and suicide is still a strong fact.  Depression is hard to deal with when you can't even admit part of the stress you feel.  I am just filled with conflicting emotions today I guess.  If only my world in my imagination could be real.  Then life would be better for so many people, Trans and otherwise.

Alexia

HOME ALONE

Saw this Caption tonight as I was cleaning some files.  I can't remember who made it for me or if I have placed it on the Blog before.  It was saved when I started with an idea to save the caps made for me and make sure I made a hard copy one day.  I loved the contrast of colors from pic to text background.  The model is gorgeous and I just remember liking it bunches.  So here it is for the first time on the Blog or a second.  Whateves, it rocks!

Alexia

CAGED HEAT

This was made for me by Petra (PlayingPetra) over at Rachel's Haven.

Alexia

My Head is Reeling

I received an email from a new reader.  He was interesting and I decided to see if he was on chat.  I am so mixed up now in some good and nice ways, but a bit scary as well.  I have rarely strayed away from Rachel's Haven.  I have just found safety and people that I can be myself with.  For the first time I really spoke to someone I was unsure of but felt like he was really true to his intentions.  He wants to treat me as I desire.  In fact i was so captivated I was entranced the other night.  I guess I have just always done so much work in being available we I play with others online.

He did the talking and made me feel so wanted.  I really felt the desire being spoken to me.  I liked being seduced and made to feel sexy.  I was playing with my clit before he even said to in his stream of poetic verbage.  I wanted so bad for him to ask me to suck his cock, to take me and fuck me in both holes.  I wanted to be used by this man.  He didn't.  Instead he just wanted me to cum.  Oh and did I cum.  I felt the warmth spread across my chest as I shuddered with orgasm.

I hope that I remain safe.  I just never have met anyone that seemed to like me and be free to express it.  I hope this person is not just another who might use me and lie to me like someone else did.  They shattered a trust by acting as two separate people to get what they wanted by using me as their tool.  He could be doing that, but I so desperately hope not.  It is so hard to be someone who is alone and unloved.

Alexia