My March Caption Contest Entry

I am going to be mean to all of you right now. I am going to place a link to my March Contest Entry at Rachel's Haven.  You can find it here Desert Springs Spa Adventure.  There are many great stories in the Contest and I hope you will read mine and others.  Voting is different this time, My Star is changing it a bit for this month in an attempt to make it more something.  Been a bunch of talk about the voting process.  Anyway.  After the voting closes I will post it here.  So, wait if you want or go visit Rachel's Haven and see many great captions.

Below is a pic I used in my story.  The Background was supplied by ShySteffie.

Alexia Rose

Still Here and Still Horny

Honestly, I have been playing many games on G+.  Well, also watching porn.  Yeah, OK, I have been masturbating a bunch as well.  I have found a couple of Hypnosis porn from mindcontroltheater.com on the free sites.  Not the one with my avatar woman in it "Kept" or the extra hot "Yard Sale at Hell House."  I would love to have some extra cash to buy those two.  Besides Justine, Paris Kennedy is in one.  A cute little Redhead named Jessie Palmer as well.  I could just cream my panties right now thinking about the trailers.

I have been watching huge black cocks spread out tiny tight pussies and been jealous as I watch.  Wishing I was bent over and him filling my up as I screamed with pleasure.  Oh I am so silly for handsome black men.

One perk has been spending some time with Jillisa.  We synced up on YIM a couple of times.  I would love to be vacationing with her.  We could find us some hot guys or gals and have lots of fun.  Saw Sweet Boy and Irish Fellow as well.  It was nice being used and controlled by they.  I feel loved when they are with me.

Just wanted to check in.  Work has been busy.  My fatigue or depression is flaring.  Tonight is so hot.  I think I will just sleep in my panties.  Love you Sweeties.

Alexia

Some Days

There are mornings I wake and I feel in a weird way.  Leap Day was such a morning.  The boy body was doing something that I have come to hate.  The phallus thing that should be my perfect clitoris was stretched out and I began feeling wrong.  It is strange because I am aroused because my mind begins thinking of having a cock, just between my soft folds and not pointing the other way.  So I am in a paradox of arousal that makes it difficult to push the clit back inside where it belongs.

It is a fight.  I almost cry every time this happens.  I won the battle today and this is how.  My mind began telling a silly story of two men being hypnotized.  One is entranced to see his best friend as a sexy girl.  His friend transforms before his eyes and the primal urge to fuck her is implanted.  The other man is made to love being the girl of his friend's dreams.  He is aware he is a man, but his mind is rewritten to begin to change.  Soon the one is ramming his long thick cock in his friend's ass and he cups the non-existent breasts.

I then wandered in my mind to myself becoming so aroused that I began rubbing the now behaving internal nub.  I see a big black cock playing with my nose before I am soon sucking hard on my lover's rod.  He soon spreads my legs and my slit as he fucks me into unconsciousness.

When I finally get up, I feel at peace.  I am fully myself in my mind.  I even seem to walk different as I travel the house.  Showering can be interesting.  My growing hair makes this even better.  *sigh*  I needed to feel like myself.  "The Boy" has had to be walking the world so much lately.  I miss being around those who make me feel like myself.  I hope to be able to relax with some of you really soon.

Alexia Rose

Hey

Been busy of late.  Dealing with fatigue and health issues as well.  Been a rough day yesterday.  Be back soon I hope.

Alexia

SK8R GRRL

I made this for a wonderful Erotica Author I am following on Google+ called Tessie L'Amour.  She is an awesome writer and I hope she likes this caption I did for her.

Alexia

Nice Fantasy

I was dozing yesterday morning and my hand slipped into the waistband of my boy shorts.  Soon my fingers were in my slit rubbing my boi clit.  I began slowly grinding and daydreaming.  Soon I was in the most amazing moment.  I was masturbating myself to climax and my beautiful black lover came in the room from his shower.  He let his towel drop and I watched his big cock begin to grow and throb as he took hold of my legs.  I continued rubbing as I watched him move to have my ass raised.  He covered his cock in some K-Y and soon had me in position to enter my ass.  I felt him slowly push in and I rolled my hips.  Soon he was thrusting in time to my fingering of my clit and we made love for such a long time.  I came so hard and woke up feeling so wonderful.

Alexia

Need for Balance

Figured I would do a bit of an update.  I am in an up and down battle with the diabetes right now.  I feel really bad at times, but I have come close to getting the target range before the rough patch.  I stay horny all the time.  It makes me wonder what would happen if I ever go on hormones?  I think I would like to try just taking the female hormones, not really for transition right now, but for balance in my body.  I think the mood swings I have comes in part from being at odds in my body.  I have the little cock like so many of the girls on hormones.  I really think I was screwed up in my formation as a fetus or whatnot.

I am scared to mention something, but I need to in a way.  The one I love and I had a nice chat the other night.  It was almost like when we first met......I had to stop from wanting her so bad, but I was flirting really shamelessly.  I know that there will never be anything like a happily ever after, but it was nice to be comfortable with each other again.

She is determined to aid my cock whorish ways.  She gave me a hypno file that really did strengthen what I already feel when I see a nice big cock.  The woman who recorded the file has such a good voice.  I have also found some cool hypno porn on the Net.  I love the good ones where I almost go under myself.  *sigh*

My hair is to a point I feel it move on my head.  I wonder what the people around me think as I grow it out.  Dad is making remarks, but I just let it go and think, "if you only knew" as I ignore him.  

*kiss*

Alexia