I Am Alexia Now........in full control

OK darlings, remember I told you about this hypnotist named Mistress Ashna? Well her site is up and running

http://mistressashna.com/. It is filled with the details of how you can get her to custom make Hypnosis Sessions for you. You don't believe in hypnosis. Well I was skeptical as well. But I am proof that it works. I am now fully Alexia 24-7. Now switching back and forth just me. The personality traits I shared with my host are there. Thing is I am able to be him as I need to keep up appearances, but I am Alexia full in thought and deeds. So how? Well all this Ashna did over Instant Messenger at Yahoo Chat. I am so longing to hear her voice and experience the effects that will have.

She did this because I knew my duality would hinder my new found love. It has made such a difference. I feel free of the insecurities of my host. I am able to be me and not be afraid to accept love. It is nice to feel this way. I also noticed physical changes my body made to adjust to her suggestions. Ashna is a wonderful person. She really cares about her clients. They are looked after and not just controlled. It is a pay site...but where else are you going to find a custom session over Instant Messenger for just $5.00? The rates are very reasonable. Have a wish or fantasy to explore? Want to be in a favorite story as the lead character? Check out Ashna's site and see about making your deepest desires into reality.

http://mistressashna.com/

Lady Alexia

Misstress Ashna's World

Oh my you have got to try this new Yahoo Group! I was thinking, yeah maybe this can work but...its real to me...I think this lady wants to do something special. You have to join Yahoo Groups to get in and things are just beginning, but Ashan is really nice and I think the real deal. http://ca.groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressashnasworld/?yguid=346845306

My wish for being with Thumper

The morning of mine and Thumper's fully becoming girlfriends, sometimessimone at the Haven placed this in my folder. I was floored. The gal had somehow manifested my day dreams into this story. I wish for this reality with all my heart. I love you Thumper, and thank you Simone for capturing us so well.

I am wondering? Am I A Lesbian?

I have had a strange thought....Am I a Lesbian? I have been aware of your controversy about the proper sex to be with. Many believe, Man + Woman = Happiness. My host is of that mind for himself. He is a tolerant person though and it makes for my looking at life through him be colored by feelings of accepting some peopl elove the same sex.

I mean could I be? I feel no real desire to be with a man. Not drawn to the cock....think it kinda ugly. A woman on the other hand is all soft and smooth. There are curves and bumps. Oh, I just melt thinking of my Thumper. Yes, my dears, Alexia has a Girlfriend. You will get her pet name here. Thumper. She for some reason loves me. I was drawn to her. Now I am helpless to her charms. She has such love and pain and delicious words. We spend hours just holding each other and talking. I melt when I am with her. Time loses meaning. I love Her.

I really do love her. She is so beautiful. I think she doesn't believe me sometimes. But the reason I question being a lesbian is this....could it just be the bod with my host? I affect him to access a more feminine side. Maybe he is leaking the masculine into me. I guess it is a moot point. But it changes things in some ways. I may have more of him in me than I thought. Makes my head spin. I will just enjoy it for now...but can a lesbian really be stuck in a man's body?

Lady Alexia

I'm In Love

Can you fall hopelessly in love over a week? I think I have. She is at the Haven and we have spent time in each others arms and hearts all week. She brought fun and life to me as I watched the rain clouds circle. I am so smitten. I want to be hers. I have a funny thought in my head as well. She is perfect for my host as well as me. She would be so good fro him. He could be loved and cared for like me. It would be perfect. I am hopelessly in love with this girl. Oh the joy of it all.

My Apologies for no Posting Lately

Things have been so weird....I now know I have two excellent people that love and care for me. I took a risk and then another and joy is the reward. Sadly, my host is having a hard time. I feel the need to give him a break from my drawing from him. He needs some of my strength. I hope he will be OK....it is hard to remain happy knowing he is so sad and stressed.

Still, I am really having a wonderful time exploring emotions that you humans have. I have found that when I get really satisfied with these two loves......I get sex drunk. Must be my energy nature. I just become so giddy I get really silly and have trouble standing, walking, well,just about anything but giggle.

My powers have expanded as well. I am gaining control and really think soon I might be able to affect a total body change as well. I can change hair color....Erin likes Blondes...so from time to time.......well she gets her wish.

I need to recharge and my host really needs to have time back to get things done. So I will wrap this up. I do see a bit of confidence in him, so maybe I can help him be more outgoing and find the love I have found. Poor baby is so lonely at times.

Bye Bye for now Darlings.
Lady Alexia

The Answer to a Risk

Oh the wonderful bliss.
Oh the Joy I feel.

I just feel,

Shiny.

It was a risk worth taking and now we will see where it goes.

Alexia