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Been busy this weekend. Have some things cooking this week, but maybe soon some awesome new caps. Enjoy something different that is a Manga I like and hope to get more volumes of soon.
*kisses*
Alexia

The past few days I have had a tummy ache and it really messed me up. I know part of it was my medicine that got upped months ago. It really causes me to have trouble. My sinuses are haywire. I also think my period came this week, which means I was late a bit this time around.
What? You doubt I have a period. Well, it was Ashna's gift. She said that it was only fair I should have the cramps and upset stomach through her hypnosis on a cycle just like a real girl. In a way it makes sense. Why just experience the curves and the sexy stuff. So I will endure. I do like the wave of horniness that sometimes accompanies the cycle. I get to diddle so much and dream of sex and cocks, and pussies. My dreams get strange during this time.
A dear friend had the thought I did about my tummy problems. What if I am changing into a girl and my body is shedding unwanted mass? That would be awesome. I have seen the hair minimizing cream work on my legs. It is changing my hairs that reform. I hope to take a bubble bath here in a minute and shave some. I love the smooth feel of my legs and I simple adore when I get the nasty little hairs of my breasts. I hope that I can get my body to start changing and I do need to get some tea oil lotion. It is rumored to help my the body change some.
Ta Ta Darlings,
Alexia
So the other day I was having one of my woe is me pity parties. It lead me to post about how I feel as someone who hides there desires to become a female, especially when I hear how those brave enough to express those feelings are mistreated. I received this response on my rambling.
"Lily said...Reading your post made me feel like someone understands my feelings. I often feel like a coward and realize that at this point I rather be safe than happy. I don't know if that's going to ever change. When I hear of people who are braver, it feels like I don't deserve to have what they have because I'm not brave enough to do what they do."
I want to say that being safe is OK. Many girls and guys that have come out have been murdered for their attempting to be true to who they are. Hiding is a necessity sometimes. It is awesome when a sister is reborn, but even some of our transitioned sisters, and brothers, stay hidden out of safety reasons. One of the Sweetest girls ever I have met online has the voice of an angel, yet she mentioned that she could never strive for a career because success would breed scrutiny. That is sad.
What will happen once same sex marriage is legal? When the partners we are lumped with in fights of equality get their day of Independence, what happens to the Transgendered? I fear we will be left behind and an acceptable group of people to still hate and discriminate against. My heart broke for Lily. I wanted to reach out and hug her so tight and let her know she was loved and that even though we are hidden, we are here and that online we can at least stand together as sisters and brothers and be supportive.
I wonder sometimes why I am so slutty when maybe I could be more serious. I guess I need to be able to release my pent up frustrations. I know I would so be in the sex industry somehow if I were a real girl. I just love it too much. I like the idea that I can be desirable. Maybe that is because I always felt so undesirable in my boy form. He is a loser in the relationship department, sorry it is true. As a person apparently I am someone whom people like and gravitate to, but not in the area of love. So I get lonely and I start my rambles. Maybe though there are some out there and if my craziness helps them feel less alone, well that is a good thing right?
Alexia Rose
I have been so horny. I seem to keep my fingers in my hole all the time. I am so glad for once that I have a small boy clit. It pushes inside and I atleast can feel truly female as I have fingers inside a hole. It feels so good when it stays inside there while I walk around. The sensations as my legs rub my hole and stimulate my boy clit. I just am so aroused. I have been dreaming up a new fantasy right now. Want to read it? I bet you do?
I am outside, just having been eat out by my girlfriend. She leaves me naked and sunning while she goes to work. I fall asleep and what wakes me up is a weed eater zipping around next door. I sit up and feel terribly horny. As I get up and walk to the shade of a tree I see the twenty year old son of my neighbors. He is just wearing knee length khaki shorts.
His name is Dustin, or Dusty. He is a Swimmer and Baseball player. In High School he broke all kinds of records. I watch as the sweat glistens on his still rock hard body. He is tight and smooth. Those muscles just ripple like water. I slip one hand to my slit and the other to my mouth. Soon I have fingers in both while watching him work.
A moan escapes my lips and I worry he might have heard, then I hope he did. My sex is on fire and I feel the cool breeze flow over my hard nipples. Dusty stops his work and wipes his brow. He turns and sees me and just stands there before I motion for him to come to me. He grins and walks other to our yard. He is a gentleman even when standing in front of a shameless slut like me. I run my fingers over that hot chest.
Slowly I slip my hand into the front of his shorts and feel the sudden hardening flesh. The naughty boy has gone commando. He drops the shorts and a monster cock stands at attention. I kneel and begin to lick and kiss his shaft. He moans as I wrap my lips over his crown. My hands are massaging him. Slowly he begins to rock his hips and speak of how I am making him feel so good.
Before he cums I lay back and spread my pussy lips for this young stud. He does not hesitate as I am ready for him. I begin telling Dusty to fuck me, to ram that massive cock into me. He does. He fucks me so good. I caress those hard muscles while feeling my womb being filled with his seed. We hope climax and Dusty rolls over.
I crawl down and clean his tasty cock. Then we cuddle under the shade of the tree. He is such a good neighbor.
*sigh*
I'm still horny.
I hope this is something you enjoy. I have had a few of these paintings to female celebrity stories. Enjoy!
Alexia
