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I read this book and really just fell in love with the character of Ivy Cole. She is a Werewolf of a different stripe and is very interesting. There is the intrigue of a murder mystery in this novel. It has a beast on the loose that must be found. Supporting characters have issues and lives beyond their supporting roles. Romance abounds as it progresses along the path of horror and justice.
There is a sequel that I hope to get as well. The awesome thing about this novel was the price I paid. It was $1. It is worth much more.
Lady Alexia
This caption won the Best Costume category for October 2008 at Rachel's Haven. It came in as part of a 4 way tie for Best Caption. I am proud and glad and thought, I can brag here. It feels good that people liked it enough that it could win. Anyway, I just wanted to celebrate something good. Too much bad stuff right now, I need to hold on to good things.
Alexia
Being who I am I had problems lurking inside. I may try and speak on the issues sometime when I am farther away from it in the healing process. The worst outcome is that I have lost Thumper as my girlfriend. We are still friends and I will always love her, but we are no longer connected I we once were. She truly was the first person I have ever loved. I can also say I do not know if I would be writing or even breathing if she had not come into my life. I am glad I am too big a coward to ever give in to darker thoughts I have. The thing that would have gotten me would have been the stress mentally and the resulting bodily damage. She kept me focused and brought me to calmer places so many times early on and I know she saved me from the darkness.
Now I am back to a lonely path in terms of love. I miss Thumper's little messages of love during the day. I think it underscored the fact that I lack affection and loving touch in my life trapped in The Boy's shell. Finding a woman that will be able to share this burden is not possible probably. I really am a lonely soul and that hurts so much. I will try and heal and become the person I am to be and lean on friends that have been better to me than I deserve. Life is just darker without Thumper in it.
Lady Alexia Rose
I did this for a Yahoo Group I belong to and thought the picture was just extremely awesome. I have some feelings to share on Panties real soon. I have been having a very hard time lately. I do want to be updating my Blog here so I will share captions as I need to and maybe some poems that are rattling in my head soon as well. I hope you enjoy this caption.
Lady Alexia
My friend Steffie gave me this wonderful caption over at Rachel's Haven. I really love the story and the feelings it brings to me. I also thought this work of art should be shared with people that might read this Blog. I hope you find it as wonderful as I did.
Lady Alexia Rose
I am now taking medicine for Depression and Anxiety. I had gotten really
bad and have admitted I was in trouble. I sought help from my family doctor and now am trying to deal with the feelings of sadness and worthlessness I have inside me. I really haven't felt like doing much of anything and my mind feels a bit slow at times. I have written a bit for a story I am placing in the new library at Rachel's Haven.
There has been a great deal happening to me over really the last few years. I used to get down and I would work to get myself over it. Somehow I just got to a point where I couldn't fight back the darkness anymore. I was numb to anything but all the failures in my life. I really owe my life to my former girlfriend. Yeah, I no longer can consider Thumper my girlfriend in a romantic sense. She still wants to be my friend and I have to heal enough where I can do that because I want her to still be my friend. Others stood by me and held my hand in a virtual sense.
Maybe this is just another part of being me and taking control of this life as a Trans Gender inside. I know that going through the process to truly match my feelings is not possible, at least now. I am becoming more comfortable with being the female on the inside I want to be. Hopefully I will soon find some peace.
Alexia
I read this book and really just fell in love with the character of Ivy Cole. She is a Werewolf of a different stripe and is very interesting. There is the intrigue of a murder mystery in this novel. It has a beast on the loose that must be found. Supporting characters have issues and lives beyond their supporting roles. Romance abounds as it progresses along the path of horror and justice.
