Thursday, June 8, 2017

Dreams and Sexuality

I have been running some thoughts around in my head over the last year.  I am sexually active in a cyber type way.  I read stories and watch porn vids as a way to stimulate my imagination.  The best allow me to place myself in the story and become immersed.  In real life I am a 44 year old virgin.  Frustrated is beyond description.

How now can I be sexual in real life?  I am in an industry that would not allow for a true romance with anyone outside of the conservative norm.  So as I have realized I am really attracted to women that have a cock and pass for genetic female.  In public my dream gal would be the perfect girlfriend, in private I could be her submissive girl.  Where is she?  Could we do it, fool the judgmental and be happy?

I know that if I were able to pass I would definitely be bisexual.  I get a nice feeling radiating from deep inside outward when I think of sucking a strong and loving man.  Black would be nice, but really, any sexy guy would do.  Just have a nice cock.  I also want to know the feeling of being spread wide by a cock as my lover thrust in and out of me.

There is a strange happening that is really nice.  I have been able to push my small cock inside and masturbate as close to female as possible.  Now inside of the strong push of cum, there is a slow release.  It makes me feel like I am cumming like I should.

Hope this was not too graphic, but if you have read in the past I guess this is tame.

Alexia Rose

1 comment:

Lady Alexia said...

Not sure what this is about? If you are jacking off thinking of me sucking your shaft, well that is cool. if it is a lame come on, not sure. Only a few men on=line get me like that and you have to pass a trust test.