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Fantasy and Being Horny
I wish I could just sit and masturbate all day sometimes. I love that I don't do it like a boy anymore. It is good to be able to rub and push my fingers into that hole, even if it is not a real one. I wish sometimes that rubbing would magically make it real. *sigh* I watched a cool vid today and saw a lady that was naked and blindfolded while in a trance be seduced by the thearapist. It was so hot. Watching the one caress the body of the other while telling her a story for her mind was so hot.
My desires get so hard to hold in. I really need to find ways to be more active in a solo manner. I dream of sucking cock a great deal. I wonder if I will ever be with someone, anyone. I think it would be hard being with another woman, my deformed boy equipment might not respond the way she would want it too. I watch and see pretty women and wonder what it would be like to lick them and use my tongue to pleasure them. I guess this is why so many of us get depressed. The fantasy turns to loneliness.
Alexia
1 comment:
as always *many hugs* and sorry I haven't commented in a while, but part of that is outlined here, the sexual frustration and loneliness, I tend to deal with it in a different way, though I doubt it's much better (I cut it out of my life almost completely) so I don't know what to say when they come up.
but I am here and available if you ever want to talk. take care of yourself.
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