A Bren Cap: HOMECOMING

This is a caption by the outstanding Bren. She does some awesome work and this is one she did for my folder at the Haven. She always knows how to find the best looking Alexia's. I hope you enjoy this guest caption.

Alexia

Just because.....

Ramble, Ramble, Ramble

I am felling very odd right now. My blood sugar may be running high, so I am sure to ramble. I am at a strange place I feel. The acceptance of my self and how I feel about who I am has come, but I think I am now wondering where I go from here. Sometimes I feel so phony because I live outwardly as a guy. I know that it is the best thing for the quality of life and the effect it would have on my family. I guess it is just wondering where this will lead. I know that I am different in how I react to stimuli. I read about one of the ways that a body can be affected so that the mind is not right with body gender. I think I fit that because of the size of that offending appendage and the inner feelings I have.

I no longer have solitary sex the same. I even rub my boy clitty with a different hand than what I masturbated with before integrating my personality. Sometimes I actually feel "wet" around the withdrawn flesh. That has lead me to some long thoughts as well. I seem to have found a rhythm in removing as much body hair as possible. I even just search out and find shemale pics and wonder if I could ever take a step to dress and maybe pass one day. I wonder what life might had been if I had realized my inner denial years ago. Would Alexia have been born sooner?

Someone at the Haven was having some sad times and I sent them a private message. She replied and said that my mom raised a good daughter. I wonder if my mom would be proud of a daughter? Sometimes I wonder why God spared me from having the feelings and thoughts as a child in a way that would have been a catalyst for changes in me that might have pushed me into depression earlier.I still wonder if there is something in the future God has planned where I will be able to help the transgendered community. It all just gets swirling in my head sometimes.

Alexia

Easter Candy Collection part 3

The first caption sorta wrote itself. I really am enjoying these little short caps.

Alexia

THE NANNITE CHAMBER (1)

Some time back I wrote the beginnings of a series at Rachel's Haven that was based on turning guys into super women. I want to continue the changes and have pics ready to do so, but for now I thought I would share the start with all of you that follow my craziness and the struggles I have reconciling life.

Alexia





The following is a two part cap story.





One more two part cap story.

Easter Candy collection 2

This was the second round of the mysterious leftover Easter Candy. I know there is at least one more grouping in me. Have the Courtney finale as well. Just need some energy to get them done.

Alexia

I Am A Busy, Horny Gal

I am swamped with life currently. I know that many of you love the form I emulate as much as I do. Well, here is the only thing I have time to do for now. I am so horny most of the day, so if I did look like this, I would be in this position so much of the day.

Giggles,
Alexia