More and more I am realizing I am a bi-sexual female. The thing is that unless I could feel truly female in reality I know I could not do anything with a guy. In my mind and online where I am a girl, I am such a nympho. Imagining a hard cock sliding in and out is such a turn on. Seeing a cock in films and pictures that has that nice look and shape makes me want to kiss and lick and suck it. I also want to lick a woman and caress her. Added more recently I know that I really could fall for a transsexual. The idea of a woman, yet the image of her having a cock just makes my stomach have butterflies.
While I look and find women around me attractive, I fear i could never satisfy them. I have accepted myself so much as a female, I don't get erections when aroused like a guy would. Pre-cum wets my little hole that my *ugh* penis stays withdrawn into. I masturbate like a girl with that boy clit pushed inside and it is nice. But does it mean I will forever be a virgin in reality? If I can't ever insert it into something can I never be considered a virgin?
Sorry, train of thought went into uncharted territory there.
Alexia
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I think we have a lot in common. I feel the same way. I 'm not the best looking guy and I would make a not attractive woman. I loveto dress as a girl but it doesn't get me arroused. I just feel more natural. Iwas with a guy once. At first it seemed so right, but after. He came in me he asked if I wanted to fuck him. I had lost my erection and I couldn't. So he just laid there and soon he was asleep. I felt so humiliated that I got up, dressed and went home. I still get turned on by a pretty cock, but also afraid. I have been with a number of girls/women and really enjoyed that a I think of myself as a ledbian inside. Maybe I'm bi. But there is no
way I can become a woman. I would love to, but there is no way. I too have found hypnosis. I love how she can make me feel beautiful and sexy with big. Breasts and a
beautiful little pussy. She has even made mecum like a girl with her flicking my clitty.
You are not alone.
I wish and hope this gives you some hope and feeling of something so you can feel better.
you have a great biog
I wish I could give you a hug.
Love
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