Sunday, September 11, 2011

One Of Those Days

Today is one of the days I wish I could slip on a skirt and nice top and just be free to be girly.  I would apply pretty pink lipstick and just the right amount of make up.  I would be a head turner.

I would love to feel the air between my legs as my skirt swishes around.  Just the freedom to know I was casting the real me into the world.  No worries about weight or sugar.  I could just laugh and have fun for the day.  Maybe find a cute boy or girl to hold hands with as I go forward into the night.

Why is it that some of us were born this way?  I know I fit the criteria for those that got screwed up hormones in the womb.  My tiny phallus is proof of that.  I have a smaller one than many of the porn M2F online.  I did not develop the right way.  My mind is female in so many ways.  

I lie in bed and caress my hips imagining that they are curvier and that I look like I feel.  I am working in my head a post about us Non-Ops.  We are those that are in dire danger of suicide I think.

Alexia Rose

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